break's over

well, today is saturday and there's only one more day of break and then we're back to school. my break was pretty fun i guess, lots of laughter! and thank god i didn't have a lot of homework. i need to study for spanish but i forgot my spanish book at school and i was supposed to read like 6 pages of a book but i forgot that book at schoool too, and i have a quiz on it when we get back, shoot!

lately i've been watching the news and i'm just getting really annoyed about how everything's about the presidential election. i know it's a really important decision but i'm tired about hearing hilary clinton and obama arguing about stupid things. i really don't want obama to win for some strange reason, and if he wins the primary i'm supporting mccain.

i've always watched about the cows getting abused crap and how schools in vallejo are tossing meat out because of that. i think that's pretty stupid, well unless the abusing makes the meat poisoning or anything, they should cherish that meat. at least give it to people in africa or something if its still good, it's freakin' food!

then again there's the treesitters people who like to stay in trees that are being planned to be cut down to be replaced with some buildings. being the enviromentally concerned person i am, i'd totally be down to do that one day.

so today in confirmation, i was thinking about how i take A LOT of things for granted. mostly time. and what i have in front of me. i usually don't appreciate what i have until it's gone. maybe i should be taking confirmation more seriously, but i really don't like how they're being so strict. urghhhh. well today is the first day i'll actually get to sleep in this break, so i'll take advantage of it after i fold my clothes (hecka late huh). bye!!!=)

itchy

i freakin' hate eczema. my skin is so itchy right now but i must resist the itch or my skin will get uglier than it already is =( that's why i always wear long sleeves & jackets -___-

so i'm done with my confirmation essay, but it's roughly a page and a half. my goal tomorrow is to double it to 3 pages, insane or what.

1). stop hogging ****
2). i just feel that we're right back on the path to becoming really close friends again, like 8th grade :)
3). i really wanna hang out with you... but you're either hanging out with AHEM or it's bad timing. i've been really trying to switch my schedules up just for you but it just never really works out... =(
4). can't stop what i'm feeeeling
5). we haven't talked for days, but s'all good. i have a feeling you're just talking to your upperclassmen friends cause SOMETHING'S coming up, but i'm just assuming. so nevermind! :D

Break

yessss, ski break is here! finally some time to relax, especially since i got most of my projects down and done.

however, i have some stuff i need to get done during the break. should be much of a biggie though.

[x] Confirmation Paper (3 pages, due friday.)
[x] Get basic T.O. Mix
[ ] Get most T.O. Planning done
[ ] Study for Spanish
[ ] Read Fahrenheit 451 (pages 8-12?)
[ ] Memorize 2-4 Guitar Chords
[x] 2 phonecalls

don't have that much homework, but i must tell you, i'm so excited and psyched up for trojan olympics! freshmen typically get last place, but i'm down to have fun you know what i'm sayin! :)

i'm pretty darn sleepy right now. i have a bunch of ugly thoughts in my head that are making me sad like forreal, but i'm just brushing it off to the side right now. a busy girl like me doesnt need it right now =/ ahhhhhhhhhhh.

on the other hand, nothing can top my three amiga phonecalls. some pretty funny stuff... haha thanks for the "purple vans" michelle.

back

okay, so i haven't posted a blog in a week or so. but i'm pretty bored right now, but hey, what the heck.

grades came in today. i was expecting some As, Bs, and Cs, but instead i got some As and Bs. i totally thought i was reading last term's report card or something. i'm totally satisfied with my grades.

English I/Roy: A- (Finals: A)
PE/Reyes: B+
Spanish I/Marion: A- (Finals: A)
Biology/Hentschke: B- (Finals: C)
Geometry/Veltri: B (Finals: B)
Cultural History/Castro: B+

i really expected myself to have gotten an F for cultural history and biology, but hey, miracles happen :)

trojan olympics is rapidly coming up. i'm totally stoked like forreal, i'm so excited. ajsdajdlja! =) me and kevin have been doing some research and i just can't wait until the shoelaces get tied up and everything gets into place.

today was valentines day. valentineless, but hey, still happy. single awareness day for sure. hahaha =( i didn't even get in any pictures, too many meetings, ahhh. T.O. drawings were today too. not everyone that i expected to get in got in, i was pretty bummed out. we got some random people on our team, but that can't stop us.

i'm so sleepy right now. this whole week, my whole routine is my eyes get tired at 10pm-ish, i go lie on my bed, i accidently fall asleep, then i wake up at 1-2am just to do my math homework. very stupid of me huh?

i've also been thinking about running for sophomore president. i've always thought about stepping it up but i dont know, i just never felt ready for it until now. with the other officers possibly not running next year, i dont know if i can handle it if new people come in with not that much experience at all. i also really have this ugly feeling about certain people running because i feel like they wouldn't do a good job, but idk. ahh=(

well, i think i'm gonna do my math homework early for once now. see yaa later homies.

anger burst

this whole week i've been pretty busy, the talent show is coming up and we have to do everything on our own time. can you say it's a burst of stress? not only that, but everyone's just really starting to piss me of. and to top it all off, i'm on my period and it's giving me some ugly ass cramps everyday.

i hate myspace, i really wanna delete mine. all i really use it for is contacting people and promoting stuff like exodus. it's hella annoying how everyone's all getting butthurt and shit when they see my top friends and they're not on it. they act like i really rank my friends like that and that's stupid, i just toss people on there. and comments, hella nosey ass people nowdays! trying to get all over my business. ughhh, watch, one day i really will delete my myspace.

who's my friend nowadays? i'm already pissed off at everyone nowadays besides vivian and michelle. if you see that i'm in a bad mood, dont grab me and start yelling in my face and be hyper. that's the worst thing you can do to piss me off.

i'm already walking through this path of buttcrap and i have a bunch of projects already coming at me within these 2 weeks.

can't wait until i get out of this stress and crap!

ugh, seriously, don't piss me off now. dont even COMPLAIN to me.

but still, i love life. :) thank you God.