First weekend of the school year

One week down, (insert large amount here) to go.

So, today I woke up at 5am with my lights and TV on as a result of me accidently falling asleep. Ahh! Turned them off, went back to sleep, and I woke back up at like 11am. I did my laundry, ate brunch, and then took a nap again. After, I decided to work on my World History outline which is now done. I just need to do my Algebra II homework which should be a piece of cake, then my English story. I already know what to write, but I just need to wait for my teacher to get back to me on whether we have to type it or whatnot. Then I watched some movie about the pope with my sister, Step Up 2, and The Bucket List. Decent movies.

I felt today was pretty productive. But at the same time hella boring.

I have the need to do this again.

1. Sometimes I have feelings that you do "bad" things... and I'm kindof disappointed in you.
2. I miss having classes with you, especially PE!!! Those good laughs... we may drift but I won't let it. I'm seriously going to make an effort to keep our friendship strong because I truly believe in it.
3. I can't believe I'm actually thinking that you might ____ him. At the same time I know you'd think I'm stupid for thinking you would, but the same situation happens every year... =/
4. I always get the vibes that you're "interested" or something, but I'm not. Sorry. -_-
5. You were a great friend, I don't even know how we drifted. But I still miss being your friend, it's just that you're too attached to "her".
6. "And I just gotta let you know, that I'm really feeling your style."
7. You're one of my close friends, but occasionally, I get either bitchy vibes from you or I get annoyed. Sorry =X
8. Follow your heartt, not your friends and what they think.
9. You're a great friend that I can always turn to if I wanna smile or laugh!
10. Oh favorite junior, I love you! Thanks for all the good ass laughs and memories. =)

So, tomorrow morning, I'm heading to the desolate town of Madera (2 hours away) with my parents, aunts, uncles, and cousins to visit my cousin who's been in the hospital and such. I might end up sleeping over, but we'll see. I'll probably be on my iPhone anyways so yeahhh. Text/call me though so I don't get bored which I probably will 'cause there's nothing to do there! =(

Note to Self

Labor Day weekend, yay! I might be going to Madera to visit my relatives on Sunday and sleeping over there tho.

Note to self, I have homework.
Algebra 2, 1-3 Homework
World History, 1-2 Outline
English II, make my own story related to the story elements we took notes on.

I'm sleepy, and I got CFC-Y/Praisefest later. I'd like to take a nap, and I'll edit this and tell you about my day later.

EDIT:

So today was Friday, same things happened today. Except Chemistry was pretty fun 'cause we did our first lab with bubbles, so I was blowing big ass bubbles everywhere. =) And the Juniors stole our tables. I think Table Wars are ridiculous, the only reason why I cared was because I had food so I wanted to sit down and eat it, but couldn't =P

Later on, I chilled at home then went to the (notso) Great Mall yet again but with my other sister. She had to return something at F21 and I needed to cop myself a pair of jeans in which I suceeded. I also bumped into Michelle D., Kristina, Kevin, Catap, and Ashley while I was there. Had some laughs. "HOMECOMING DRESS?!?" Hahaha.

Town Hall meeting... it was alright. We all threw out ideas of what we wanted to see like fundraisers and stuff. Then Praisefest! <3 I love YFC oh so much, GO TO THE MEETING NEXT FRIDAY! =) It was shorter than I anticipated.. but it's all good. After, went home, then went on AIM on phone and ended falling asleep. The end!

SO HOT!

Damn, today was hellahella hot. I probably got darker from those short periods of time I was in the sun, it was hella burning me up!

So, day 4 of school today. I went to 0 period, and for the first time they didn't release us hella early but instead like at 7:45am. We got our locker assignments, and I just realized I forgot my locker. shit. haha I'll find it tho, cause I had to buy a new padlock at Target and they only had colored ones so my lock is purple in the middle but whatevs. My locker is like in the middle of the middle aisle, and I don't know anyone! Oh well, new friends =)

1st period, yay! My teacher actually lets us start on homework while she teachers the lesson because she keeps telling us how boring she is and yeah. Haha, woohoo! But I felt bad because I sit next to Jun and he didn't bring his book so he couldn't start on HW cause I was already on the next page. Whoopsies! 2nd period Spanish, sub! We got our spanish books, and I was just laughing with David and this indian dude who sits behind me because we were looking through the book and there was weird pictures. Look at the chapter 1 picture! There's like a girl sitting on a girl, idk it's weird. 3rd period chemistry, got books then worked on stuff. 4th period, world history. Wasn't that boring today, because for the beginning of the period I was just with Mariel and Jeanette and Ashley #2. We were laughing, then we watched a video. At lunch, the guys were hogging the table gambling so I had to stand. It was fcking hot!! Then 5th period leadership, we just thought of more spirit days. 6th period, English! We had our first journal entry and we had to write in the perspective of the last sub we had. I wrote about the time we had a sub in Veltri's class (Mr. G) and he got pissed at us for playing cards and was like THIS IS NOT A CASINO! And some girl had a cake on her table because it was her birthday and he was like... THIS IS NOT A RESTAURANT! Lmao, me and Kevin always laugh about that. We only had to write half a page but I ended up writing a page hehe. And then Ms. Ngo told us we have like blogging assignments online on Blogspot. Sweeet! :D

Afterschool, chilled at tables and watched the guys gamble again. I was stuck in the middle of them so it was even hotter, so I relocated myself to the other table. Just talked to like Roxanne and Phoung and stuff, good laughs! Gian and my mother picked me up, they had vietnamese sandwiches and spring rolls, yummy ;] and Gian wanted a mocha Joe cause it was so hot from BK so I got one too. Afterrrrrr, Russell and Matt wanted to stop by and say hi since they went jogging but my mother was home so we decided to meet up at Taco Bell instead. So I walked over there, and I was hiding for a bit. Haha, dude it was sooooo hot! I needed to buy paper, so we went to Lucky's out of all places but I thought it was too expensive since I expected it to be like a buck or 50 cents. So we went to Dollar Tree, but then they only had wide ruled. Same thing happened when we went to Longs Drugs, and then we went to Target and same thing happened again! Matt and Russ were hella yelling can i have yo numba too?! HAHAHA.. then we went to Walgreens and I finally got paper! Then Matt and Russ left and I waited for my sister to pick me up and my mom and her forced me to go to (notso)Great Mall.

I didn't really expected to buy anything, but I snagged a nice pair of plaid vans cause my mom also had to buy her brother shoes from Vans and he lives in the Phillippines and yeahhh. Then we went to Old Navy and I bought a jacket and found a nice pair of sandals on clearance, but they're kinda big. Whatever, they're nice and cheap 8) Then I got a backpack at Gap, yaaaaaay I think I'm gonna use it tomorrow. Well actually, it might make my back sweaty lol so nevermind. Maybe though! Went to Forever21, saw hella new stuff but wasn't interested. I need to buy new jeans, I still can't find my favorite pair! -_- They barely have skinnies now, its like skinny but it's not even tight at the calves.

When I got home, I had a bunch of Algebra II, Spanish, Chemistry, and World History homework to do. I had to bring 4 books home, boooooo! It was a pain. I'm gonna go to school a bit earlier than I do before 0 period to put them back in my locker, I don't wanna haul them to 0 period.

I'm focusing pretty well on school now, but it's only the first week. I'm probably gonna start getting lazy later on.

Hello Sophomore Year

Sooo, school started on Monday. It's great seeing everyone's beautiful faces again, nothing like them hugs! =) Oh, and we're totally out of freshman lane. We managed to get some tables, and I'm pretty surprised. I honestly didn't think we would be able to snag those tables we wanted, but we did. Woohoooo!

So, lemme talk about my classes...

1st period (Tam/Algebra2) : It's weird having my ex-class advisor as my teacher now. She's pretty cool, but I don't really have friends in this class. Plus, the fact there's a bunch of freshman in this class kinda makes me feel dumb. This class seems easy, and I think I can adapt to it. Seems like an independent class tooo. I'll manage.

2nd period (Romero/Spanish2) : There's hella juniors in this class! And I don't really have friends in this class either, but I'm making some! I'm already having some good ass laughs! The teacher is reallly nice and her class seems fun, I heard it's hard though. It's better having a teacher that doesn't teach you anything though.

3rd period (Alvelais/Chemistry) : I lalalallove this class cause I have it with Mariel and Michelle D., and a couple of other heads in my class include Vy, Michael, Georgie, and Richard. We're pretty loud, and I don't know. It's just fun being in a class and sitting next to some of my closest friends! The teacher is pretty funny too =)

4th period (Bielski/World History) : This will probably be my most boring and difficult class, hands down. This class is sooooooooooo boring, and thank goodness I sit in the back (texting muahaha) and we already got assigned to do a fat outline that I already finished.

5th period (Harris/Leadership) : I got this class with my fellow officers, who are my good friends. I'm sure this class will be fun, except when we get yelled at/in trouble. 0=)

6th period (Ngo/English2) : I think this will be one of my favorite classes, because Ms. Ngo will probably be my favorite teacher. Hehe, I also have this class with Mariel, Greg, and Rose. It's funnnnnnnn! Well, so far.

0 period PE yesterday and today was the same. They took roll, gave us a chance to dropout because a lot of people fail due to tardies/absenses, and then told us we could buy clothes and locks tomorrow. Then told us goodbye, so the class only lasted like 15 minutes. -_- Whatever, beats dressing out! I'm gonna have to choose between volleyball and rugball, but rugball ftw. It's one of my favorite sports to play, and I must admit I was a beast at it last year ;)

I must say though, I really miss summer. I'm pretty tired, and the hours I'm spending at school is the hours I used to sleep hehe.

I am going to take my grades hellamore seriously this year, like I say that all the time, but I'm serious. I have no true electives except like Leadership, and everything is workworkwork. I want to see a spankin' beautiful 4.0 or at least 3.5+ ish on my report card instead of low 3.0s. =)

Also, I can't find my spare camera battery that was originally from my old camera. So if my parents ask for it cause they wanna use the old camera, I'm screwed. I also cannot find my iPod. The last time I used it, it was when I was jogging, so it's gotta be somewhere at home. But I can't find it, I feel hella like empty without it! My iPod knows me. It always plays the right song on how I'm feeling. Wahhhhh.

Last day of summer.

Sooo, to celebrate our last night being able to stay up for summer, the mains and I decided to have an all nighter and whoever won got a dollar from everyone. Dude, I was almost gonna win but I SERIOUSLY don't remember how the heck I fell asleep =/ So unexpectedly, Kevin won. We went to sleep like at 5:30am-ish, and I woke back up at 7am because I was feeling sick. Robbie gave me cupcakes that night and it made me real sick =( It was good though!

Went to the 12:30 mass at SJB, then chilled for a bit after with Celeste and Chelsea. Love those two! Then went homeeee, we were supposed to meet up to bowl at 2pm, but it ended up being stalled until like 4pm. I was bored so I just left my house, and then I went to Lucky's because I figured it was cold in there. I decided I wanted to buy Matt ice cream in attempt to making him feel better because he went through a rough night, but then I just waited around until him and Russ called saying they were at the bowling alley so it wouldn't melt. HOWEVER, Kevin called me and told me to reserve a lane ASAP so I was gonna go do that, then go back to Lucky's. On my way to the bowling alley, I was waiting, and all of a sudden someone rolls down their windows and is like "hi". It was Matt, I was like wtf HAHAHAHA. Since he was there, I went back to Lucky's to buy the ice cream then I brought it back. Matt and Russ forced me to bring them to my house cause they wanted to see it, so we went. And hahaha funny, cause when we got there, Michelle, Kevin, and Raymond got dropped off there. We went in my house and I like dropped cupcake frosting on my fan and I don't know. HAHA

We left for the Bowling Alley and then bowled. I've never bowled before!! I kept getting gutters. It was pretty fun though, even though I feel like I humiliated myself. =P After bowling, we took peeeektures then went to Taco Bell and had some good laughs. Then, we were just like messing around on the street and took pictures. At some point, we were just sitting there and some drunk or high lady came up to us while she was smoking and said "Watch out for those guys mumblemumblemumblemumblemumble motha fuckas" and damnit, Kevin was recording but he shoulda turned around! Hahaha. Raymond and Matt left and then Kevin told me to chase their car so he could take a picture, and Ray thought I wanted a ride. But nope!

This was a great way to end my summer, with the people I felt I got the most close to this summer. Thank you Michelle De Leon, Kevin Miranda, Raymond Lazaro, Russell Banzon, and Matt Ganan for making my summer hella dope. =)

I'll post pictures up later, my eyes are hella irritated and wanna sleep. 0 Period is gonna be a pain in the ass to wake up for! =(

Summer 2008

There's only one day of summer left, and this summer has been the besterest one for me, hands freakin' down, ftw. I've never done so many things in my summer, compared to my other summers where I trapped myself in my house. I was given hella opportunities, and I took almost every single one of them. Not to mention, I met the most legit people this summer and gotten pretty close to them.



Highlights of my summer...

• Rising of a Rhapsody concert for CFC-Y - practices were always hella funny, always walking to the liquor store for Arizona, falling on my ass all the time, James always making me laugh, not knowing when to take my shirt off, making a goodass musical in just 2 weeks, playing Spud at my house after practice and falling, and getting what is now an ugly scar on my knee
  
• CFC-Y National Leaders Conference 2008 - seeing that beautiful email telling us we only needed to pay $80 for the plane ticket, having my first airplane experience with Martin and Randy, starving to death, getting bad service at SFO, Henry Pascua saving our asses, lightning storms at Chicago airport and having people watch me trying to take pictures of it, having the flight delayed for 3 different reasons - mechanics, storm, and flight attendants taking too long, not sleeping for like all the flights, feeling the humidity of Florida, wanting to kiss the floor of Jacksonville, the Guerrero's house, bonding with the DS, conference crushes ;), the nasty food, lizards all over the place, WORSHIPPPP!, longass trips from the stadium to the dorms to the stadium, having the dorms to ourselves on the last night, playing tag, CRYWOLF ftw!!
• That Chatroom - having too many people play blockles so transferring to a chatroom, drinking PEACH SNAPPLE that got me HELLA hyper that I was pretty much almost drunk, sore cheeks and jaws from laughing, sweating for laughing too, hating mattland, "marrying" Ray, being cheated on, making new friends, MySpace!, watching Tammy get hit on by all those guys and her rejecting each and every one of them, Tammy lying and saying she lives in Texas
• 4th of July - watching fireworks at my cousins house, watching illegal ones go off near her house, the place being so smoky that you could barely see the fireworks in pictures, corn, smores, bonfireee!
• CADA Camp - going to the so call beach, never seeing so many white people in one place, the okay food, getting Jamba Juice!, learning new ideas, the dances and getting hella sweaty, being an anti-communists, ElCapitas o_o
• Dark Knight - finally meeting Raymond, Russell, and declaring I don't hate mattland anymore, "seat drama", Kevin being hella loud during movies, Kristina talking on the phone during the movie, Michelle's joker picture, WHY SO SERIOUS?
  
• Jonathan Pham's Party - almost having no ride there, getting lost trying to walk there using my iPhone's directions, people saying they were gonna come get us but never showing up, finally getting there, bigass hugs!, watching Matt eat a nasty ass oyster, immaturity to Love Actually, The Orphanage, cliques uniting, no awkwardness
• Sisterhood Bondings - getting to know my sisters more and new connections, funny jokes, watching them roll down the hills, worship!, good eats at Red Robin and Wingstop
• Random Workout Sessions - going jogging around town, having time to myself, singing hella loud, almost dying and fainting from overworking myself
• Webcamming - having funny face competitions, watching people brush their teeth, taking pictures, scary face competitions, trying to make a circle, watching Matt do ab workouts, watching Ray dance his night away, looking at Ray's fridge, watching people getting in trouble by parents and slamming their laptops closed
• Downtown San Jose - walking around not knowing what we were gonna do, Quickley's, parking ticket, Circle A, tech museum, watching a stupid pirate show that ended up as an ocean education one, pictures
• Brigadoon Slides - watching Gian failing miserably by falling, going down and literally scraping my ass, watching random ass people fail too, being disgusted by a couple making out at the park where there's hella kids, watching Jerremy jump on a palm tree and scratching his arm hella bad, watching the replay of Gian falling over and over again, seeing the sunset
• San Francisco - almost having no ride to to the mall at all, taking the bus from my house after hella long, trying to hide from the guys but failing, Matt's tourism, watching Michelle look around like she's lost, Nelis, creampuff ftw, my cousins meeting my friends, getting lost, getting a stupid bagel out of all the cute foods from Kid Robot, going to Starbucks AND Ben and Jerry's and deciding not to get anything which basically wasted time, missing out on a hobo falling on Ray
• Outback Steakhouse -lying to the people saying it's my birthday when it was really tomorrow, having a really nice server, Ray asking for no veggies in his bacon cheeseburger wtf, footsies, someone rubbing their foot on my leg which was creepy, happy birthday ice cream!, hella pictures, the server writing on our receipt saying Happy birthday!
• My Birthday - basically having my whole family yell at me angrily right before, crying on the phone to Michelle, everyone saving my ass and cheering me up, Michelle + Kevin + Ray + Matt + Patrick being on the phone with me at 12am, planning to stay up until 5am but everyone but Kev and Ray failed, talking to my cousin on the phone about the randomest things ever, Santa Cruz!, seagull with one leg then all of a sudden putting the other leg down, Big Dipper ftw!!, water hosed in my face on the water ride, Fireball > Delirium, Double Shot was funnnn, funnel cakes <3,>
• Skimboarding - failing hella times and falling on my knees, ending up getting darker than my sister, finally getting the hang of it, it was fcking cold and so was the water
• Mystery Spot - feeling hella dizzy, hella crazy stuff how everyone was standing, almost falling, pictures, bumper sticker mugshot
• Phonecalls - truth or dare, Michelle always leaving the convo first, Kevin making the grudge noises that fade off ugly, playing would you rather, opening up, talking about the randomest things ever
  

I'll edit later, I know there's more but I just can't remember now. =) but this summer has been totally LEGIT, I'm hella gonna miss it.

Summer's fading..

Yesterday was an interesting day.. I woke up at 12pm because I finally got to sleep in after waking up early all week. No one was home, so I decided to go jogging and work out again. This time, the jogging was a piece of cake for me. Next time I go jogging though I think I'll go farther and take longer though. I got home, and ate, then rushed to get ready for the Student Council meeting I was late for. After, I waited for Rio and we went to pick up Michelle Nguyen to go eat. We sat in Rio's car for like 30 minutes trying to figure out what to eat and decided on Red Robin. We kinda got lost getting there for awhile, but it was still fun. We had hella laughs and jokes and good times =) I love them twoooo!

When I got home, I just chilled and went on the computer. Michelle, Kevin, and Matt were planning to talk on the phone with me and I was hella waiting for it. I watched the Olympics, USA kept dropping the baton!! When I was watching Beach Volleyball, I had my phone in my hand and I fell asleep. That was like at 11pm. When I woke up at 12am, still no call so Kev told me to start it. Then yeah, we were on the phone. Gooood laughs again =) Kevin fell asleep like at 2, then it was me, Michelle, and Matt talking. We were talking about the randomest things ever I think, I don't even remember. Then Michelle fell asleep like at 4am-ish and then it was just me and Matt talking and then we got off at almost 5am. Good talks tho! Matt declared me and him were counterparts because we're both brown... wow HAHAHA.

Now it's 9:00am and I only received 3 hours of sleep and boy am I tired. But I'm excited, going skimboarding with sister/cousins/friends at the beach! I hope I get it downnnnnnnn =) Then later on, I have Confirmation Reunion. I wonder if its even still going on, but today's the last weekday of summer. Damnit. Summer '08 has been my best summer everrrrrrr, don't leave! =(

Faggles

Nothing like summer nights with these beeezies on the phone <3

Will you answer every question honestly?
Me: Sure
Michelle: Yes
Kevin: Yes
Matt: Hello!

Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
Me: No
Michelle: Nope
Kevin: No
Matt: Uhh, no!

Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
Me: Sure
Michelle: No
Kevin: No
Matt: I wanted to!

Do you miss anything or anyone?
Me: Yeah, I miss YOU ;)
Michelle: I kinda miss Trojan Olympics
Kevin: I miss camp
Matt: I miss my bandana

What makes you laugh no matter what?
Me: Hangouts w/ Michelle and Kevin
Michelle: Looking at Kevin Miranda
Kevin: Seeing people laugh
Matt: The video of Crisann getting scared

Who was the last person you talked to?
Me: Us four
Michelle: Us four
Kevin: Us four
Matt: Us four

What do you dislike at the moment?
Me: Michelle
Michelle: Kevin
Kevin: Michelle
Matt: Michelle

Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Me: yes
Michelle: yeah
Kevin: yes
Matt: give me 2 more years

Will you get married?
Me: Not nowww.

Michelle: Right now, NO!
Kevin: At the age 25
Matt: Above 23, wait, yes yes.
HAHAHAHA

Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
Me: Nty
Michelle: Yes, oh wait no!!!
Kevin: No
Matt: Uhh, no, not in the near future

Do you lie about your age?
Me: no why would i do that! hahaha
Michelle: Yes
Kevin: Yeah
Matt: When I go to fresh choice

Are you happy with yourself?
Me: Why not
Michelle: Yes
Kevin: Yes
Matt: DUH!

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Me: Uhh.... well no cause then they don't love me for me =(
Michelle: No
Kevin: Hell no!
Matt: Yes, if they're hot. No, why would I do that?

What do you think about when times get hard?
Me: Sleeping... hahahaha
Michelle: Tylenol
Kevin: God
Matt: Friends

When did you last cry?
Me: Yesterday
Michelle: I don't remember the last time I cried
Kevin: When I couldn't go to SF..
Matt: I cry every night

Do you believe in religion?
Me: Yeah
Michelle: Mhmm, of that is seen and unseen
Kevin: Yeah, the father almighty
Matt: Yah, I believe in god

Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
Me: Yeah, I cussed
Michelle: Yeah
Kevin: Yeah, when I'm near my brother
Matt: Yeah, I was drinking upstairs and my parents were downstairs

Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
Me: Nope
Michelle: No
Kevin: No
Matt: Undecided.

Did you ever fail the school year?
Me: No
Michelle: No, I haven't!!!!
Kevin: No
Matt: No!

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
Me: Nah
Michelle: No
Kevin: No, wait, maybe, no.
Matt: I have a big booty

Do you think your future will be a good one?
Me: Yeahhh! =)
Michelle: I'm hoping!
Kevin: Yes!
Matt: Hopefully

Do you think you were raised well?
Me: I guess
Michelle: Yeah
Kevin: No comment
Matt: Yes, because I love my parents!

Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
Me: Yeah
Michelle: Yeah
Kevin: Yeah
Matt: Yes

How do you handle stress?
Me: I sleep or go running
Michelle: I cry, or listen to music
Kevin: Oh me too! I listen to music!
Matt: I cry

How would you spend your last day alive?
Me: I'd spend it trying to talk to everyone!
Michelle: Eating
Kevin: Spend it with everyone I know
Matt: I'd spent it with all my friends!

If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
Me: My mom
Michelle: That's hard...
Kevin: Oh gosh my parents are already divorced
Matt: Both, and make them live with each other because I'm more important!

If you had to choose between having one family member or five of your closest friends?
Me: One family member
Michelle: DUH, family
Kevin: family member
Matt: Family first

Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered your family member?
Me: Eventually, be humble...
Michelle: NO
Kevin: No
Matt: No

Do you think you know the meaning of love?
Me: No.
Michelle: Yeah
Kevin: No
Matt: Not yet

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
Me: Trust
Michelle: Yeah, trust and happiness
Kevin: You have to care about each other
Matt: Trust, happiness

If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
Me: Nah, I wouldn't give up like that
Michelle: No
Kevin: No
Matt: No, cause I would make it work.
(insert hannah montana song here)

Do you always spend time with the same people?
Me: Yeah, with these dorks vvv
Michelle: Yeah, you guys!
Kevin: Yes
Matt: I always spend time with Russell

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Me: Yeah, if its that bad
Michelle: Yeah
Kevin: Yes
Matt: Yeah

When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
Me: Everyday!
Michelle:(insert talking in a little girl voice)
Kevin: Yeah
Matt: This summer!

Where was your default picture taken?
Me: SF
Michelle: Outback
Kevin: Outback
Matt: San Francisco, I have a big butt

Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
Me: Not really
Michelle: That's hecka hard
Kevin: Yes
Matt: No, because you don't get action

What is your favorite color?
Me: Teal
Michelle: Purple, green, blue
Kevin: Red, blue, purple
Matt: Blue

What do you do when you have a bad day?
Me: I eat ice cream =)
Michelle: I sneeze
Kevin: I cook
Matt: I don't talk to anyone

Do you really think exs can be friends?
Me: why not!
Michelle: Yes
Kevin: I say yes stupid
Matt: Yes

Who messaged you last?
Me: Helen
Michelle: Raymond
Kevin: Nico
Matt: My black friend

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
Me: Nahhh
Michelle: Yeahhhh
Kevin: No, because I wouldn't hang out with you guys anymore
Matt: No, because that would mean I have to hang up the phone

Do you fall for people easily?
Me: Nope
Michelle: No
Kevin: Hello
Matt: I can stick quarters in my bellybutton

Are you quick to start a fight?
Me: Depends
Michelle: Yes, with Kevin
Kevin: Yes
Matt: ?

Do your parents really know YOU?
Me: No
Michelle: No
Kevin: No
Matt: Yes, they've seen me naked

Lyrics stuck in your head?
Me: I wanna thank your mommmmy and daddy for doing what they do!
Michelle: No, wth I don't think of music
Kevin: I hate music
Matt: Officially Missing You remix

Are you tired?
Me: Heeell yeah.
Michelle: *yawn*
Kevin: I'm okay
Matt: I am content.

Do you own an iPod?
Me: Yes
Michelle: I do
Kevin: Yes
Matt: Samsung juke ftw

Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Me: Regular
Michelle: Chocolate
Kevin: Regular
Matt: Chocolate soymilk

When was the last time you had Starbucks?
Me: I don't even remember... like June!
Michelle: @ Freshman Orientation
Kevin: @ Freshman Orientation
Matt: 5 weeks, 2 days, 10 hours ago

Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Me: Yeah =(
Michelle: Yeah
Kevin: Yes
Matt: Yeah, they just be jealous of my sexy body

Why would they?
Me: Because idk...
Michelle: Reality
Kevin: I don't know
Matt: Yeah, they just be jealous of my sexy body

Is anyone in love with you?
Me: no.
=(
Michelle: My parents
Kevin: my family
Matt: x3 moochelle

Ever cry in public?
Me: yeah
Michelle: yeah
Kevin: yes
Matt: yeah

Do you want any piercings or tattoos?
Me: I want a tattoo! A hello kitty!
Michelle: I wanted a lip ring before...
Kevin: No
Matt: Lip ring

What's the weather like?
Me: HOT
Michelle: hot and cold
Kevin: it's hot
Matt: sexy!

Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
Me: Nty =(
Michelle: That would be a turn off
Kevin: I would say no because it would look weird
Matt: If they're hot...

Do you pay attention to the calories on the box?
Me: Yeah
Michelle: No
Kevin: Sometimes
Matt: I'm a man

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
Me: Same sex
Michelle: yes
Kevin: um
Matt: I'm a man.

Do you watch the news?
Me: Sometimes
Michelle: No not really
Kevin: Only if my mom wants me to
Matt: Uhhhhh, I watch bill o'riley

How did you get one of your scars?
Me: Surgery
Michelle: I really don't know
Kevin: Volleyball
Matt: Basketball

Who was the last person to make you mad?
Me: Parents
Michelle: Kevin
Kevin: Parents
Matt: I don't know

What kept you up last night?
Me: Kevin and Raymond
Michelle: You guys
Kevin: Raymond
Matt: You guys

15th.

So, today is my birthday! Happy 15th birthday to me. =))

The celebration started yesterday as I decided to go on adventure with a group of dope people to none other than the great city of San Francisco. We've been planning and waiting for this trip all summer. Some people ended up not being able to go, but it was all good.

I woke up like at 7amish to get ready, and I was pretty excited. However, I ran into trouble of getting a ride there. My sister had work, my other sister was knocked out and had already yelled at my other sister for waking her up, and my parents were knocked out because they were not home at night and I didn't even know -_- I thought they were sleeping! So, I just ended up taking the bus from the bus stop near my house. The ride to the mall wasn't that bad.

When I got to Great Mall, I was alone so I just went inside the mall and waited for mi mejor amiga Michelle Deleon. She came then we just chilled and went back to the Bus Stop to hide from the guys coming, but thanks to my shoes that was a fail. So, Raymond, Matt, & Russell come along and so does the bus to the Bart. The driver wasn't on the bus, so we just decided to hop on, but however a bad girl named Michelle decides not to pay. Hahahaha. After a while, we get to the Bart station, hahaha we were hella confused tho. We waited at the stop, and missed the Bart! We didn't realize that was the train until the doors closed lmao. So as we waited, we just sat there looking at the hills. "LOOK GUYS, IT'S PEOPLE WALKING!" Hahaha, and Nelis or w/e was on the hill. Then the Bart train came! =O

On the Bart, we just sat there talking to each other but I forgot about what. All I remember was Matt & Russell were talking about something and looking at me so I thought they were talking smack =( Learned later on in the day they were just talking about cream puffs though... HAHA. It was also funny how Michelle was just looking around and then looking for lights.. "Where'd the lights go?" Then destination arrived! =)

When we got there, we were just around the Food Court and then we just ate free samples! Yum. Then Matt got me a Vanilla Bean Creampuff from Papa Beard or whatever, and it was dope =) Except, Michelle took a bite out of it and all the cream came oozing out, GROSS. -_- HAHAHA, then we were gonna go allllllll the way to the top of the mall but then my cousins wanted to meet us up so we stopped. Yup, so then my cousins and all my friends introduced themselves to each other then yeah we went outside and parted ways.

We just started walking and then the guys went to their stores, Hundreds, Stussy, and all that. We ended up splitting up (girls and guys) but then girls is only me and Michelle. We were trying to get to H&M and we got lost! =(! We were just walking and the guys disappeared when we turned around. How meannnnnnn. We met them back up at Macy's foodcourt where everyone was playing with food. Boris the seahorse! Hahahah, then yeah. We headed to Haight. I got seperated from everyone else like ON the bus because I didn't wanna stand so I sat down on the opposite side of the bus. And like a hobo fell on Raymond and DAMNIT I didn't get to see but I heard it was hilarious. I didn't get to see because the bus got crowded so I couldn't see!!! But the people who were sitting next to me smelled. Bleh.

When we got there we went to like Kid Robot and American Apparel and True. I got a keychain at Kid Robot and I got a bagel =( American Apparel, I was hellaaa tempted to buy the jacket I've been wanting to buy and they finally had my size...... but I decided not to buy it. At True, I just looked around and saw nice shirts I would buy but just decided to save =) Michelle got a shirt, and I saw Passion but I hella wasn't even sure if that was him! After that, we started heading back towards the Bart to go home. We played the shoe game and then Cry Wolf. That was funnn. And then on the way back home to the mall, we were talking to Kevin. We were talking about something like him having a DENTIST appointment and it was either Matt or Ray who said "Oh he needs glasses?!" when we were talking about the dentist.

Yup, so after we got to the mall we went to Outback and Kevin came! Made things more funny =P I got ice cream for my birthday, our server was uber niceeee! But like, seriously, today was another highlight of the summer! =) I got to bond with these awesome peoples that I just met this summer. Hella funny moments.



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On my actual birthday, it was alright. An hour before my birthday, I decide to take a nap because I was dead tired from SF. And then all of a sudden my family and stuff starts yelling at me but IDK, it was hella gay. It was a dumb way to start my birthday, I swear =/ Thank you Michelle Deleon for calling me at the right moment though =) We had a phone party so like her, Kevin, Ray, Matt, Vivian, and Patrick (HAHAHA) were the first ones who said Happy Birthday to me! It was coool, we were gonna stay up all night but like people failed and fell asleep. I fell asleep on Kevin and Ray, and then I woke up later on for my birthday like at 8. It was fcking gay again because my parents were hella rushing me and I wasn't even ready to leave so my hair looked like shit. Then we went to my cousin's house to pick them up to go to Santa Cruz.

When we got there, we ate spaghetti and hot dogs <3> Delirium. I was getting hella like wooaohoakfgo but it was fun! Last ride was Double Shot. It was funnnn also! Yup, after we went to shop around the shops and ate funnel cake <3 Beach time! Some kids kept feeding birds hot cheetos near where we were sitting and I was getting pissed off. So there were like hella birds near us. Yup, and then my sister and cousin went to buy Skim Boards. I want oneeee! It looks hella dope! We're gonna go skimboarding tomorrow! After a long ass while, we took pictures then headed back to my cousin's house. Just chilled. Parents were pissing me off =/ I went to sleep. Then after we went to Chilli's and ateeeee.

My birthday was okay. It kinda felt like an ordinary day, yesterday should of been my birthday because I had more fun. I say my parents made my birthday suck =/ If I had to rate my day, 6/10. It was only fun if it was my sisters + cousins with me alone.

Welcome Back

Today, I didn't really struggle to wake up although I was still very tired. I had to wake up early to help Ms. Harris with what we didn't finish after Freshman Orientation, and we also got to register early with the Juniors! Yay, no lines! Hahaha, and I also got to take hella retakes for my ID picture since there was no wait or line. It was retarded how we had to tilt our head and stuff though, I think I pissed the lady off because right when I was where she wanted me, I would move when I smiled. I couldn't help it... HAHA. I probably took 3-4 retakes, and she let me she what I looked like after. The last time, I felt bad and I thought I looked fine but BLEHHHH I looked ugly. Mine isn't THAAAAAAT close up and off centered, but my face is just ugly! Bleh!

But yeahhhhhhh, I got my schedule! I got 0 period PE, totally didn't expect that. Kinda happy so that I can get it done with like I wanted, but then again, I have to wake up an hour earlier than I usually do. Imagine what would happen if I woke up late and missed a whole period. =X

0 - Physical Education (Zamudio)
1 - Algebra II (Tam)
2 - Spanish II (Romero)
3 - Chemistry (Zin)
4 - World History (Bielski)
5 - Leadership (Harris)
6 - English II (Ngo)

Hit me up if you got a class with me, unless you already told me. And it's pretty dope how I have Spanish again with mi mejor amiga once again (Michelle D.) and my last FOUR periods are all with Mariel. Woooo! =P

After Registration, we finished up our job and I chilled with hella heads while people registered. I haven't seen everyone in sooooooo long! Then, me and Jerrms got picked up by Gian and James and we drove 2 freaking hours to Ruby Tuesday's. It was alright, the experience was cooo. We went to James' house for a bit then to Brigadoon park to check out the cement slides. It was kinda scary! And my sister fell, it was fcking hilarious omg HAHAHAHA. I decided to try it before I left, risking it because for once, I was wearing shorts and the wrong shoes. I go, and then my shorts ride up and my ass gets scraped and now it burns whenever I sit. =( Went back to Alyssa's house after and we watched Land of the Dead. Stupid zombie movie. HAHAHA then messed around with little cousins and went home like at 11pm.

Today is my last day of being 14! Tomorrow's my birthday, but it doesn't feel like it. I'm supposed to go to Six Flags with my cousins but the rides are a problem because my parents don't wanna go =/ I might just end up going to Santa Cruz with them.

Today will, HOPEFULLY, be a great day. No matter what freakin' happens, I want to make the best out of it. =)

PS: Ask for my number, I want more texting buddies! <3

Last week of summer.

So, it's finally here. The last week of summer. NOOOOOOOO =( This has been the best summer of my life, hands down.

Anyways, today I barely woke up to go to church to help as projectionist again. Damn, I messed up a few times but Ed didn't see most of the times lmao. After church, my sister and I went home to supposedly go out with my parents but they were being big grumps and wanted to go fishing. However the past 5 times they went fishing, they didn't catch anything so my sister didn't wanna waste her day off doing that. Instead, we went to eat at McDonalds, then went to Eastridge. We only went to Forever 21, and I didn't find anything I like. After, went to Alyssa's house but I was beat so I fell asleep on Chris' bed. Nolan woke me up later and then we left to go to Frozo's.

Frozo's is pretty darn delicious. Mango yogurt ftw. Plus adding real mangos in it. MMMMMMMM. Then my sister got a carwash at Shell, it was amusing to watch. We took pictures in the car! After that, we went to Target and took magazines and sat near the garden area to read it. Yeah we just chilled there it was funnnnnnnn. "Crisann, you're into school, do we REALLY have to bring in reams of paper?!?" lol wtf I'm into school?!

After, went to Redbox to rent a movie and we ended up getting Shutter and watching it at Nolan's house. Lmao, Nolan and Adrian are funny ass commentators.

Me: Hahaha I bet you she's in the middle.
Nolan: hehehe she wants to make a sandwich!

HAHA, but yeah that movie was uh interesting. Wasn't that scary, and it hella ended when I least expected it. After that, we just chilled for a bit then I went home. Had some funny ass convos with Kevin and Raymond. hahahaha

REGISTRATION TODAY! I bet you my ID will be ugly. boooooooooooooooo.

Funny

Funny how fast a year can pass by. As Freshman Orientation went by on Friday, it made me remember mine last year. Being in Daniel and Steven's group, free cookies, group 23! Yeaaah. Registering, waiting a long ass time for everyone else to register, then Q-Cup.

My mind is still buzzing and I knew exactly what was on my mind at that time. Someone was a little too late, and finally a new interest came buzzing up. But now, all that's gone. I don't talk to either of them. =/

It's almost my birthday! Just 3 more days, but I'm not excited... well idk. Here comes the last week of summer, shiiiit. Last summer, I remember purposely stranding myself at home because of rising gas prices and my friends living on the other side of town. This summer, I've been really blessed with these opportunities I've been given, and taken, and have been worth it. I've almost met hella new people and gained new friendships. Conference was mosdef the highlight though.

My last week is basically filled up though... DAMNIT.

Monday: Registration/Leadership work
Tuesday: Hanging out w/ friends for my birthday
Wednesday: Six Flags Discovery Kingdom w/ cousins (kinda iffy about it though, parents are complaining)
Thursday: Student Council Training
Friday: Confirmation Reunion

Yeah, man. We should all hella watch the sunset together one of those last days of summer though. Summer '08, you've been a real great one. Actually my favorite summer of all time, I've been going out more than I usually would. No regrets.

Anyways, today friends came over to my house (first time this summer ahah) and we chilled. Vivian, Joann, Lynn, & I. First we just took pictures, and painted Joann's nails. Thennnn we went to play Rockband and made stupid ass videos HAHA. We went to Burger King too! But yeah, it was fun. They can always make me laugh, love 'em!

I was just watching the Olympics, and gg Michael Phelps. 8/8 Gold Medals, and all his races have been crazy. He almost didn't even get like 2-3 of them, but geez, FREAKIN' BEAST.

I'm hella bored right now, so I guess I'll say 10 things.

1. I haven't talked to you in a while.... I miss you! =(
2. I am truly, truly, truly fortunate to have a friend like you. You keep me sane, I swear.
3. I feel held back from opening up to you lately.
4. It's hard for me to be myself around you 'cause you're always giving me bad vibes and that mean muggin'.
5. Why so serious all the time?!
6. Sometimes, you just need to get some sense slapped into you.
7. Our conversations are getting boring. =/
8. I'm interested, but seriously don't think anyone's gonna ever happen.
9. Dude, you hella make me laugh. lmao
10. Sometimes, it's just really so hard to get along with you... you get mad at me for the things I say, but you should listen to yourself too.

Note to self: blog about changes tomorrow.

Crap.

Why do I feel like the 19th is gonna fail?


-_-

Cousin Time

So today was great. Well, I woke up early today because I was supposed to go Michelle D's house but fail. Hahaha, oh man. So then yeah, my cousin IMed me on AIM and was like.. my friend's gonna pick you up after she eats so we can hang out! I was like mmmkay but when is she eating? And she was like right now. I was like O_O because I didn't even get ready or anything so I was hecka rushing. Bleh, looked nasty but who cares!

So, Vanvy picked me up and Tammy was in the car! =D I miss her! Haha, haven't seen her since school ended. Her little brother is sooo cute, "is that Alyssa?!" HAHA. Yup, so we dropped Tammy + her little brother at their grandma's house and then went to Alyssa's. Chilled for a bit, then played some racing game against Nolan. Damn, I can't drive. -_____- Then we left to go to Downtown San Jose, but then we got delayed because we heard my little cousins fighting and yelling at each other from outside. =P Left, then got parking. We walked around, then bought drinks at Quickley's or whatever. Went to Circle A, sister looked at longboards, etcetcetc. Yeah, we didn't do much. But then we went in the Tech Museum to look at what we could without going inside. It was alright, went in Gift Shop. Hahaha. After, headed to Great Mall because my sister still wanted to buy a longboard. We were in Zumiez for hella long =/ But my sister finally got a longboard! I wanna learn how to ride it when she gets back from SoCal. =D

After that, we went to Nolan's house to chill. We were all spamming each other with texts, freakin' Adrian. -_- On the way back to Alyssa's house, we decided to stop by Fowler Park or whatever. We watched the sunset! Took hella pictures of it, it was uber cute. =) Then we went back to Alyssa's house again to chill, watched Olympics. USA crushed Belgium in beach volleyball. Watched my cousins play Blockles, helped Nolan win a round hahaha. Went home around 10ish, and they uploaded pictures.

Found out some stuff today. =/ Sicknesses suck. It seems like it runs in the family a lot. Why does it always take tragedy to realize what we have now can be gone so soon? Well for now, it gives me another reason why I want to run.

Tomorrow.. I mean today, waking up like at 6 to get ready for Freshman Orientation. I'm gonna be tired. After, fundraiser for our class then IDK, chillin? I don't know how the eff I'm gonna get to YFC tho.

Passion

I've probably said this a million times, but I have yet to figure out my talent. At least for not, I'm trying to figure out my passion.

My mind for my passion has changed from basketball, to schoolwork, to leadership, and then to jogging. I don't know, I've been thinking about it for a long while ago.

Today I woke up, cleaned up a bit more, then I decided to work out my legs/abs again cause I wanna get them toned, but not hella muscular looking you know? It was tiring, then I decided to go jogging. My TRMS PE shorts are way more comfortable running in than my basketball shorts! Hahaha, the only downside is there's no pocket for my keys. While I was running, I was literally freakin' burning up because it was soooooo hot. I'm sure I got darker, and I even got my socktan back a bit. Gaaay. I felt like I was gonna have a heat stroke too. I was getting hella tired, but then fortunately my iPod loves me and always plays music that gives me a message or relates to how I'm feeling. I was listening to "Healer" by Planetshakers. "Nothing is impossible" rocked my mind as I jogged, so I continued to push myself to finish the 25 minute jog.

I missed sprinting in track, so I decided, why not? I decided for the last 200ish meters of my run that I'd sprint the shit out of myself. I was already exhausted, burning, and dying. Then vrooom, I was off. I went as fast as I could, and I felt like all the energy was just oozing out of me as I ran. I felt like barfing, felt like I was gonna faint, but I still told myself not to give up. Nothing is impossible. No pain, no gain right? Then I made it. That's the crappiest I ever felt after jogging, even worse than jogging to MHS area from my house with my sister. I swear, I coulda just fainted on the spot. I just stood under a shady area for a bit just thinking wtf I just did, I woulda laid down but there was mud. Cooled down, then went home. I drank hella water, and I felt like barfing that water out. It didn't feel good, laid down a bit in front of the fan. Man, I felt like I was gonna die.

But what the hell is driving me to jog all the time? Jogging... gives me this feeling of being free. Sometimes I've began to think... is running, sprinting, and jogging my passion? I don't know, we'll have to see. I really wanna do track this year though, and get back to what I love doing. Laziness might take over though, ugh.

Anyways, yesterday was day 2 of Link Crew. Um.. it was kinda more boring this day. Probably not for Michelle and Kristina though... HAHAHA ;) After, my sister picked me up and then we ran errands and I was hella tired by the time I got home, took a nap, etcetcetc. I forgot if I put this in my other blog, but the laptop charger works now! Yay! So I can use it in my room instead of using the computer downstairs and having to creep up the stairs when I decide to go to sleep. Hahaha.

Sooo, last night = webcam with Kevin, Ray, Matt, and Christian. It was pretty darn funny to me... Ray was like dancing his night away and Matt was doing his ab workouts while we were just mocking them. We took pictures! Hahaha yup. Today I did nothing but clean my room more, organize clothes, put them away, laundry, and now here I am. That plus jogging. I must say, I felt pretty productive today. Webcam again tonight, I think.

Flashback

Decided to make a blog dedicated to my Freshman year. It was pretty fun, gained and lost many friendships, and we're not gonna hit another chill year like this until Senior year. I bet you I'm going to look back at these pictures in 3 years and be like ewww. Hahaha.
























Today I had to wake up like at 6:30am to wake up to get ready for Link Crew Training. That being the earliest I've had to wake up this summer, my eyes refused to let me wake up, so I ended up knocking back to sleep until 7am. I swear, I was about to bail and not go, but hey homie, it's my responsibility to go. So yeah. I got there, and didn't expect to see so many non-officers there. It was alright, I was tired and pretty out of it until us, being the Sophomore Class Officers as the A-Team, went to Ms. Harris' room to work on posters. I have like ink all over my fingers stuck though. We just chilled in there, talked, and went on AIM on my phone. Kinda bored, then hungry. Yup. Tomorrow I must repeat. =|

After, I thought I was gonna go with my mom to the doctor but my sisters and my mom picked me up. I went to get a haircut in attempt to get a freakin' V-cut again, but they always fail. Well, I don't know about this time because I didn't straighten my hair, but I bet you it's wrong. Plus I wanted them to thin my hair out in which they did, but my hair still feels thick. But it's alright, I'll just have to see tomorrow. After, went to AT&T and upgraded to unlimited texting. FINALLY DANGIT. Feel free to text me all you want, woohoo!! =) Then I had to go Walmart to get Capri Sun for the fundraiser we're doing for Fresh. Orientation on Friday. Togos. Home. Walked to Rite-Aid with my sister and mom to get ice cream (thanks for Raymond who made me hella crave it -_-), plus Lucky's to get a movie from Redbox. Yum, cookies n cream. After, I got home and took a nap because I was dead beat. Cleaned room more, I'm almost done. It feels like I'm moving out because my freakin' room is kinda blank now. Yup.

Anyways, I still miss Conference like heck.

<3