Whoah.

Someone tell me why God has been sending me sooo many choices lately, where I've had to either take the risk or be a chicken.

And let me tell you now, it feels pretty damn good taking some of those risks. Although we may not always suceed but sometimes fail, it's the thought that you've at least tried instead of wondering what could have happened if you tried.

Timeless

I admire old couples that you see holding hands in public. Just goes to show that love shouldn't and doesn't have an age, love should be love, nothing less.

Hey.

Would it too much, if I told you I love you...

t h i s m u c h
&more? (=

ta-ta

No more blogspot for now.

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Random Ramblings

Have you ever noticed I've never said "FML" or "ily" before? There's a reason why I don't!

FML = fuck my life. I read the jokes and all and think they're funny, but I've never said fml because if you're gonna curse life, you're pretty much cursing the person who gave it to you -- God. And why would I want to curse my life anyways? I just wanna tell anyone, that we are blessed with so much! The priest was talking about it during Homily today and it really inspired me. We all have so much on our table but sometimes we are totally blind to it. The greatest blessing of all... is being able to be forgiven by God no matter how many times we sin or go against him.. and of course, being alive! :D

ily = I love you. Hecka people say it, but I love you isn't even a long phrase. If you really love someone, is it really too hard to make the effort and type everything out?

Haha, just some random annoyances/points I felt like blogging. Pretty bored to death right now! AHHHH. Don't really wanna go to school this week -_-

Whoah.

DON'T FORGET NO MEAT TODAY FOR HOLY THURSDAY!

Sophomore year is ending in 2 months, and soon enough, we're halfway done with High School. Oh shizzz breh! Junior Year is going to come up, and I'll have to put in more effort at school than I do right now. I got grades in today and I'm happy. :) Counselor was in English today, I was really blahh about picking classes because I don't know what I WANT or what I NEED to do. I kinda wanted to take Anatomy, but I was reading the booklet, and it said Biology, Chemistry, and Physics were required for college or something like that. So gah, I guess I'm going with Physics.

Oh Crisann, what are you doing with your life?



Went to the mall today and was trying to find a dress for Jr. Prom/sister's graduation. Only success was finding this cuteeeee dress too nice for both, but I think I'm just gonna save it for some school dance next year.. me gusta mucho! However, it fits me perfectly, so I can't get fatter so I'm screwed! Gotta work on those abs for summer! ;D haha

Hopefully tomorrow at lunch is as epic as we plan.

DARN YOU M.U.S.D.! Why does it seem like Milpitas High is the ONLY school who has Spring Break April 20-24?! -___-

I'm currently blogging on two sites. So weird.

Undecided.

Should I stay on Blogspot or move onto Tumblr? As of right now, I like tumblr better but the only thing holding me back is I've been on this blogspot for quite awhile, and tumblr's layouts are kinda complicated to mess around with o_0

Hmm, but they all say there's a time to let go.

Mariel Soriano for 2011 Junior Class President
Crisann Lizardo for 2011 Junior Class VP
Courtney Caglia-Hilty for 2011 Junior Class Secretary
Kevin Miranda for 2011 Junior Class Treasurer

WITH CRISANN, WE CAN. =)

Well for now..
Find me on tumblr!

Nothin' & goodbye

Day one of campaigning, 4 more to go. It was hot today, and tiring walking around school putting flyers up and such. &at one point, 2 seniors started helping me and I don't even talk to them o_0 But oh well, I guess it helped haha.

I just took a long nap, and have no homework! Nothing to really look forward to tonight either. For once, I think I'm just gonna hit the sheets early! =O

I made a tumblr. I think I might be posting more there for several reasons.. you'll have to find it. I like it better, kinda. Ahah, we'll see.

cretan

Happy Birthday to my little cousin Christian, who makes the funniest moments at family parties happen.

(regarding my YFC Conference pillow, which is HELLA hard.)
"Is this a pillow?"
No, it's for hitting people. (in sarcasm)
*takes the pillow and smacks me in the face*

Didn't get to go to church today 'cause I didn't know my sister and mom went to 10:45 instead of 12:30 UNTIL they left and questioned if I was coming. And it was Palm Sunday! :( God please forgive me. Later on, cousins/aunts/uncles came over and we decided on eating at Elephant Bar to celebrate. It took foreverdays to get seated, and the service there was so boochy! They took forever to seat us, AND for the waiter to even greet us. Woww, and the food I got wasn't that great -_- Oh well, haha. After, back to my house then we went to That's Yogurt. Marga hellaa hooked it up, thanks! Mango + strawberry + lychee yogurt with mochi, mangoes, and strawberries :DDD Yum.

Lots of laughs at Nolan "that's what she said"-ing himself.
"The gummy bears... they're so hard! Hahaha, that's what she said."

Another week of school! Waking up at 5:30am, 3 days of Rugball, 2 days of Weights, 5 days of full-on campaigning, let's see how this goes, but we're ready!

VOTE
Mariel Soriano for Junior Class President
Crisann Lizardo for Junior Class Vice President
Courtney Caglia-Hilty for Junior Class Secretary
Kevin Miranda for Junior Class Treasurer
=) You want it? We got it. (hah)

Pee Cee Enn!

Soo, PCN was... hahaha. Uhhh. Yeah! Got a ride with James and Winton and had a funny car ride there, and when we got there, it felt so awkward because it's like a jillion private school kids then us public school kids. Hecka people staring -_- Found Catap, and Miranda though! Later on, Rhodan, Victoria, and Angelica came. I don't think I've seen most of my private school friends all in one place at the same time, I think the only person missing was Raymond! At first we sat in the chairs in the front, but moved to the bleachers all the way on the right. We were hecka loud... haha

After intermission, us public school kids sat in what we called the private school kids bleachers. Everyone was so loud, haha. "Public school on mines!" Had hellaaa laughs though, Victoria and her coughdrop LOL. And oh gosh, Christian Mara hahahaha. "Want some chicharon?" Just the way he pronounced everything was hilarious, cool guy. Haven't talked to him since I tried getting to go to Homecoming! Everyone else left, so I sat with Troy and Christian Mara until the show ended. Chilled, got hated on :(, sat around, and me and James finally missed the "missing person" in our trio of heroes. Haha. Afterwards, went to Denny's with Winton & James and ate. Matt joined us, and some more laughs. "I didn't know there was a horse in our presence..." I love hanging out with them because it's a guaranteed laugh, and it's funn. I was hecka laughing. But hey, I hecka missed Matt! =( We haven't hung out in hecka long, since he's been busy with PCN/track and I had Trojan Olympics, but now it's ovahh. :D

I'm so excited for Precon/Conference though!!!! AHHHHHHHH :D

Haircuhttt.

It's been 4 months since my last haircut, seems so far away! I like the length of my hair, so I just decided to trim my bushy bushy bangs & thin my thick hair out. Satisfied, except bangs are a little too short now. My mom says I hecka look more like my sister now =( Whatever, thin hair feels free! My momma got a haircut tooooo and we bonded over some Halo-Halo.

Anyways, Roxanne's?/PCN tonight.

Amigos

Friday! Everything was good until 5th, spent whole period counting ballots for Teacher Apollo Awards = major headache. Afterschool, election meeting. Here goes nothing! Afterwards, me and Rio go to Sen Dai and see James there and we eat sushi then head to the leaders meeting to plan the Assembly. Precon is coming up, I'm excited!

Cmon breh lead his first meeting today! It was good and I'm really proud of him! Sorry for getting distracted by James putting LARGE amounts of vaseline on his lips though, hahaha gross! But yeah, I think the meeting put me back on track after being distracted with the busy-ness I had in March. It made me really happy, like I could hella feel my cup overflowing just thinking about all the people I've been blessed with at YFC. Lead Worship, hope I didn't do a crappy job! But forreal, everything I said just came out, I didn't even have to think about it, and I wasn't as nervous as I thought I'd be. What's the most important thing is that whatever He wanted me to say came out of my mouth. But dang, I'm truly blessed. Thank you, and praise God!

Grr.

I'm staring down at this application for Honors English III, and I really don't know if I should take it or not. Sure, it looks good for college, but can I handle it? People say there's a lot of reading, lots of quote explanations, and I'm not that good at that. I can barely stay on track for reading right now, and I'm in regular English II. The only reasons I have right now for taking it is that it looks good for college, I haven't taken any advanced classes, and a bunch of my friends are joining. My #1 reason for not joining is I'm not sure if I can handle it, I can't even get an A in English I and II, what grade would I get if I made it more difficult for me?

And thinking about this, I don't know what I'm going to do in college! I've decided... that I want to be a teacher. But with that, I don't know what classes to take next year, or what college I'm striving for. I'm almost halfway done with high school, and that was fast, and to think how much more time will fly before I'm walking across that stage receiving my diploma. Life flies by fast, but you gotta hold on and take whatever is shoved at you. God has His plans for me, but I have yet to discover them.

Hmm, maybe I need a trip to my counselor.

On the other note, my hair is tick me off just because it doesn't really cooperate as much anymore and it's getting thick. Same with my bangs, and they're getting long. I want to get a haircut, more like just to thin my hair out and cut my bangs, but I wanna keep the length. So.. I just MIGHT wait until it gets thicker, who knows. AHh!

Oh, and boooo to trying to dress warm when you think it's going to be a cold day when it's not. And I wish I was warned ahead a time we were going to take pictures today for the campaign. =( haha

april fools!

Happy April 1st, aka April Fools Day, which is also Robbie Ocampo's birthday. Happy Birthday Robbie! =)

Even though it was April Fools Day, I kinda forgot about it all day, and the only person I succeeded on fooling was James (ahahahaha!!). Only because he did it to me first and I started laughing about it at school and everyone thought I was on crack. -_- Thanks guys.

Dude, but my test in Spanish today was MAD hard, even if I studied. Why were all the tests I took this week hard! :( Just when I'm getting back on track with everything, but we'll see..

We made ice cream in Chemistry today! Shaking the bags of ice and catching up with Mariel & Michelle, I like! The ice cream was good toooo :D

In Leadership, we talked about the pros and cons of Trojan Olympics, the whole period. Pretty interesting though.

Afterschool, supposed to go to the real Q-Cup for once with the fellow officers + Kristina, but my sister wanted to hang out and I haven't hung out with her for like a week! Ventured to Walmart, then Megan's chiropractor, got my reading done while waiting, and we ate at Valley Fair, went to Sephora, headed home.

Thought of my election slogan with the assistance of Mr. Catap, thank you! Made my flyer, then took a nap. It feels good to nap, but I don't like it when I wake up later than I want!



GAH, life is just so great and beautiful. No April Fools about that (=